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なりたい自分になろう~~~!
戦うこと恐れず心からぶつかれば その先で花は咲くだろ
07 February 2010 @ 03:12 pm
06 February 2010 @ 11:42 pm
06 February 2010 @ 12:23 am
After
koneho signed off I spent a looooong time talking to
skycouldfall and XDDDDDD AWESOME GIRL, that one! I'm really glad we're getting to know each other better ♥ It's about time, right? :D I can't wait to talk more and more! ♥♥♥
Yeah, this month's scans feel like they were made to order for me or something. I mean, Yasuba AND a Ryo with a porn face? The editors know what I like XD

And no, this isn't getting a cut because I don't care how many times you've seen it, you should see it again.
It's that awesome.
( Today's adventure was.... )
Guys, I have my very own flower. I'm a happy Bee.
♥ and ∞
Yeah, this month's scans feel like they were made to order for me or something. I mean, Yasuba AND a Ryo with a porn face? The editors know what I like XD
And no, this isn't getting a cut because I don't care how many times you've seen it, you should see it again.
It's that awesome.
( Today's adventure was.... )
Guys, I have my very own flower. I'm a happy Bee.
♥ and ∞
05 February 2010 @ 09:11 pm
AIM time.
Got it for the RP; might as well use it to talk to all of you lovelies.
The screenname: kidGorillaMan
Add me ;D
Peace out~
♥ and ∞
Got it for the RP; might as well use it to talk to all of you lovelies.
The screenname: kidGorillaMan
Add me ;D
Peace out~
♥ and ∞
05 February 2010 @ 08:18 pm
p (9:30:24 PM): currents?
p (9:30:32 PM): are we wavelengths or currents?
p (9:30:33 PM): x.x;
k (9:30:40 PM): lol
k (9:30:42 PM): idk!
k (9:31:00 PM): can you think of a better word?
p (9:32:11 PM): haha, we're rivers!
k (9:33:26 PM): haha, i guess so
p (9:34:22 PM): I think being rivers is nice. the currents are the same, even if we're in different places.
p (9:34:26 PM): we'll meet at the ocean.
k (9:35:09 PM): yeah
k (9:35:11 PM): i like that
k (9:35:12 PM): <3
p (9:36:40 PM): and rivers sing, too, so that's you.
k (9:40:23 PM): and they definitely flow at their own pace
p (9:40:38 PM): so I think it works!
k (9:52:41 PM): i like it
k (9:54:32 PM): i like us, you know
p (9:54:55 PM): I hope so! D: it'd be bad if we talked this often and you didn't.
k (9:55:43 PM): well, yes.
k (9:56:10 PM): i guess it's pretty obvious
p (9:59:44 PM): I'm glad. :?
p (9:59:47 PM): *:>
p (9:30:32 PM): are we wavelengths or currents?
p (9:30:33 PM): x.x;
k (9:30:40 PM): lol
k (9:30:42 PM): idk!
k (9:31:00 PM): can you think of a better word?
p (9:32:11 PM): haha, we're rivers!
k (9:33:26 PM): haha, i guess so
p (9:34:22 PM): I think being rivers is nice. the currents are the same, even if we're in different places.
p (9:34:26 PM): we'll meet at the ocean.
k (9:35:09 PM): yeah
k (9:35:11 PM): i like that
k (9:35:12 PM): <3
p (9:36:40 PM): and rivers sing, too, so that's you.
k (9:40:23 PM): and they definitely flow at their own pace
p (9:40:38 PM): so I think it works!
k (9:52:41 PM): i like it
k (9:54:32 PM): i like us, you know
p (9:54:55 PM): I hope so! D: it'd be bad if we talked this often and you didn't.
k (9:55:43 PM): well, yes.
k (9:56:10 PM): i guess it's pretty obvious
p (9:59:44 PM): I'm glad. :?
p (9:59:47 PM): *:>
03 February 2010 @ 06:35 pm
31 January 2010 @ 12:55 am
( So remember how I said I went shopping as stress relief? )
This is just SPAM guys, just telling you all now. You've been warned.
♥
This is just SPAM guys, just telling you all now. You've been warned.
♥
30 January 2010 @ 09:03 pm
I'm back guys!! :D
My computer is fixed~~
You know what that means right??
( Back to the spam! ;D )
Lots of love to you, f-list! <333
♥ and ∞
My computer is fixed~~
You know what that means right??
( Back to the spam! ;D )
Lots of love to you, f-list! <333
♥ and ∞
28 January 2010 @ 08:34 pm
( Quick (maybe) update on my life and the computer issue. )
Hope you guys are doing well <3
&hearts and mugendai (no japanese on safe mode :/ )
P.S. Kon-kon and I are going to post at the same time so we can be next to each other on your flists!! Why yes, we are that dorky XDD *squishes
koneho
Hope you guys are doing well <3
&hearts and mugendai (no japanese on safe mode :/ )
P.S. Kon-kon and I are going to post at the same time so we can be next to each other on your flists!! Why yes, we are that dorky XDD *squishes
25 January 2010 @ 08:58 am
I don't know what's wrong with my laptop! DD:
When I turned it on today it loaded normally but froze when I was deleting a file. I thought ooookay and just turned it off and on again and I got this thing where it said Windows had to check my disk drives. Well, whatever, it checked it and again everything loaded normally but then it froze again when I tried to move something on my desktop! So I restarted again but the littlest, most basic thing would make everything freeze! I couldn't even get the Task Manager up in order to shut down what wasn't responding. And I didn't have any programs running so it's the actual drive that appears to have a problem D: I'm using safe mode now, which is working fine (at least it allows me to get online), but since it's a limited version of Windows I'm not sure what all I can do. I guess after work today I'll try using normal windows again and see what happens. Safe mode looks like the old school Windows they had in the computers in the computer lab back in 8th grade. I don't mind of course, as long as I can do the basic stuff. But I don't want it to be like this forever!!
When I got on Safe Mode there was a notice about it and it said that if safe mode works then the problem shouldn't be one the basic drives.... But then what could it be? Does anyone here know anything about computers??? I don't even care if I lose files or whatever, I just don't want to have to buy a new computer! D:
When I turned it on today it loaded normally but froze when I was deleting a file. I thought ooookay and just turned it off and on again and I got this thing where it said Windows had to check my disk drives. Well, whatever, it checked it and again everything loaded normally but then it froze again when I tried to move something on my desktop! So I restarted again but the littlest, most basic thing would make everything freeze! I couldn't even get the Task Manager up in order to shut down what wasn't responding. And I didn't have any programs running so it's the actual drive that appears to have a problem D: I'm using safe mode now, which is working fine (at least it allows me to get online), but since it's a limited version of Windows I'm not sure what all I can do. I guess after work today I'll try using normal windows again and see what happens. Safe mode looks like the old school Windows they had in the computers in the computer lab back in 8th grade. I don't mind of course, as long as I can do the basic stuff. But I don't want it to be like this forever!!
When I got on Safe Mode there was a notice about it and it said that if safe mode works then the problem shouldn't be one the basic drives.... But then what could it be? Does anyone here know anything about computers??? I don't even care if I lose files or whatever, I just don't want to have to buy a new computer! D:
24 January 2010 @ 04:51 pm
I woke up today wanting to sing.
So I did, first thing.
http://www.box.net/shared/jokv73zyd c
One of my favorite songs.
Life is Like a Boat by Rie Fu
Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along
Who's gonna comfort me and keep me strong
We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on comin' and we can't escape
But if we ever get lost on our way
The waves would guide you through another day
Tookude iki wo shiteru toumei ni nattamitai
Kurayami ni omoe takedo mekaku shisarete tadake
Inori wo sasagete atarashii hi wo matsu
Azayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made
Far away, I'm breathing, as if I were transparent
It would seem I was in the dark, but I was only blindfolded.
I give a prayer as I wait for the new day
Shining vividly up to the edge of that sea.
Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don't give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong
Hito no kokoro wa utsuri yuku nukedashita kunaru
Tsuki wa mata atarashii shuuki de fune wo tsureteku
People's hearts change and sneak away from them.
The moon in its new cycle leads the boats again.
And every time I see your face,
The oceans heave up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars,
And soon I can see the shore
Oh, I can see the shore
When will I.... can see the shore?
I want you to know who I really am
I never thought I'd feel this way towards you
And if you ever need someone to come along
I will follow you, and keep you strong
Tabi wa mada tsudzuiteku odayakana hi mo
Tsuki wa mata atarashii shuuki de fune wo terashidasu
Inori wo sasagete atarashii hi wo matsu
Azayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made
And still the journey continues on quiet days as well
The moon in its new cycle shines on the boats again.
I give a prayer as I wait for the new day
Shining vividly up to the edge of that sea.
And every time I see your face,
The oceans heave up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars,
And soon I can see the shore
Unmei no fune wo kogi
nami wa tsugi kara tsugi e to
Watashi-tachi wo sou kedo
Sore mo suteki na tabi ne
Dore mo suteki na tabi ne
We are rowing the boat of fate, but the waves keep attacking us.
But isn't that still a wonderful journey? Aren't any of them a wonderful journey?
It's a nice song, right?
You should listen to the real version.
Now I'll actually get out of bed. I woke up so late today.
♥ and ∞
So I did, first thing.
http://www.box.net/shared/jokv73zyd
One of my favorite songs.
Life is Like a Boat by Rie Fu
Nobody knows who I really am
I never felt this empty before
And if I ever need someone to come along
Who's gonna comfort me and keep me strong
We are all rowing the boat of fate
The waves keep on comin' and we can't escape
But if we ever get lost on our way
The waves would guide you through another day
Tookude iki wo shiteru toumei ni nattamitai
Kurayami ni omoe takedo mekaku shisarete tadake
Inori wo sasagete atarashii hi wo matsu
Azayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made
Far away, I'm breathing, as if I were transparent
It would seem I was in the dark, but I was only blindfolded.
I give a prayer as I wait for the new day
Shining vividly up to the edge of that sea.
Nobody knows who I really am
Maybe they just don't give a damn
But if I ever need someone to come along
I know you would follow me, and keep me strong
Hito no kokoro wa utsuri yuku nukedashita kunaru
Tsuki wa mata atarashii shuuki de fune wo tsureteku
People's hearts change and sneak away from them.
The moon in its new cycle leads the boats again.
And every time I see your face,
The oceans heave up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars,
And soon I can see the shore
Oh, I can see the shore
When will I.... can see the shore?
I want you to know who I really am
I never thought I'd feel this way towards you
And if you ever need someone to come along
I will follow you, and keep you strong
Tabi wa mada tsudzuiteku odayakana hi mo
Tsuki wa mata atarashii shuuki de fune wo terashidasu
Inori wo sasagete atarashii hi wo matsu
Azayaka ni hikaru umi sono hate made
And still the journey continues on quiet days as well
The moon in its new cycle shines on the boats again.
I give a prayer as I wait for the new day
Shining vividly up to the edge of that sea.
And every time I see your face,
The oceans heave up to my heart
You make me wanna strain at the oars,
And soon I can see the shore
Unmei no fune wo kogi
nami wa tsugi kara tsugi e to
Watashi-tachi wo sou kedo
Sore mo suteki na tabi ne
Dore mo suteki na tabi ne
We are rowing the boat of fate, but the waves keep attacking us.
But isn't that still a wonderful journey? Aren't any of them a wonderful journey?
It's a nice song, right?
You should listen to the real version.
Now I'll actually get out of bed. I woke up so late today.
♥ and ∞
24 January 2010 @ 03:39 am
Thank you,
Thank you,
♥ and ∞
24 January 2010 @ 02:52 am
What brought me here? When I started this journey how did I feel?
Sometimes we need to retrace our steps to understand how we got where we are and where it is we want to go.
( A passage through time. )
And that was only the beginning....
So much is different. So much is the same.
A million tiny steps. Another detour.
This path that's long and winding. Unfolding as I go.
What will tomorrow bring?
The chance to walk again.
♥ and ∞
Sometimes we need to retrace our steps to understand how we got where we are and where it is we want to go.
( A passage through time. )
And that was only the beginning....
So much is different. So much is the same.
A million tiny steps. Another detour.
This path that's long and winding. Unfolding as I go.
What will tomorrow bring?
The chance to walk again.
♥ and ∞
23 January 2010 @ 12:47 am
I was bored after
koneho signed off of AIM and one thing led to another until I was dresses like this,

and dancing to 急★ 上★SHOW. Which looked something like this,
and
.
There's a video too, but I won't subject you guys to that.
I should stop with the spam and get to sleep.
Peace peace, y'all~
♥ & ∞
ETA: Cause apparently a couple people actually want to see this. I hope I don't regret making this public....
Oh crap, I think I forgot to shave under my arms...woops! I hope you can't tell in the video! :O And I still have the tag on my dress. Lol.
and dancing to 急★ 上★SHOW. Which looked something like this,
There's a video too, but I won't subject you guys to that.
I should stop with the spam and get to sleep.
Peace peace, y'all~
♥ & ∞
ETA: Cause apparently a couple people actually want to see this. I hope I don't regret making this public....
Oh crap, I think I forgot to shave under my arms...woops! I hope you can't tell in the video! :O And I still have the tag on my dress. Lol.
22 January 2010 @ 12:38 pm
Have two more memes! My lj is nothing but memes these days.
From
uchikins :
• Anyone who looks at this entry has to post this meme and their current wallpaper.
• Explain in no more than five sentences why you're using that wallpaper!
• Don't change your wallpaper before doing this! The point is to see what you had on.

I've had this wallpaper for a super long time now. Do I really have to explain? It's Subaru. I look at him and I think, I'm not the only one. And if he can put himself out there then I can try to too.
Now, one from
la_soffitta ,
Leave me an anonymous comment pouring your heart out. Say anything. Tell me your stories, your secrets, those things no one ever asks but you wish to tell. Tell me about your love, your hate, your indifference, your joy. Tell me about what's inside of you when you're reading through these entries on your friends list, and tell me why you continue to come back here. Tell me anything. Tell me what you really think of me or yourself. Anything. Even anything you want me to do (for you?) that you couldn't/can't ask non-anon.
Post anonymously. Speak honestly. Post as many times as you like ♥
God knows I spam you guys enough with all my crap so I hope you guys will do this and allow me to give back!
In other news, thanks to
koneho and her flailing I finally gave in and downloaded ROMES. Let's see if I can get past the first episode now that there are subs.
This week has been completely uneventful but I really don't mind.
Have a great day everyone!
Now I'm out like a brussels sprout~~
♥ and ∞
From
• Anyone who looks at this entry has to post this meme and their current wallpaper.
• Explain in no more than five sentences why you're using that wallpaper!
• Don't change your wallpaper before doing this! The point is to see what you had on.
I've had this wallpaper for a super long time now. Do I really have to explain? It's Subaru. I look at him and I think, I'm not the only one. And if he can put himself out there then I can try to too.
Now, one from
Leave me an anonymous comment pouring your heart out. Say anything. Tell me your stories, your secrets, those things no one ever asks but you wish to tell. Tell me about your love, your hate, your indifference, your joy. Tell me about what's inside of you when you're reading through these entries on your friends list, and tell me why you continue to come back here. Tell me anything. Tell me what you really think of me or yourself. Anything. Even anything you want me to do (for you?) that you couldn't/can't ask non-anon.
Post anonymously. Speak honestly. Post as many times as you like ♥
God knows I spam you guys enough with all my crap so I hope you guys will do this and allow me to give back!
In other news, thanks to
This week has been completely uneventful but I really don't mind.
Have a great day everyone!
Now I'm out like a brussels sprout~~
♥ and ∞
20 January 2010 @ 06:05 pm
Ok~~
Here's the part where I talk about stuff.
Um, for some reason doing this made me feel really nervous so I apologize in advance for the overuse of 'like' and 'um.'
http://www.box.net/shared/b4u3f83bjz
And, I talk fast XD
I still have another song to do and a poem to recite so there's more to come!
Not that I expect you guys to be looking forward to it or anything, haha. I'm just saying :)
*points to icon* I changed my default icon too. Did you guys notice? ;) The 'ganbare' one didn't feel right anymore. This one feels more me right now.
Anyway,
♥ and ∞
ETA: Was in the mood, so here's the song.
everanangel604 asked for a song from the first musical I was ever into. So this is 'Turning' from Les Miserables. Ahh, my voice is so rusty, but dozo~~ http://www.box.net/shared/1087ta0bd3
Here's the part where I talk about stuff.
Um, for some reason doing this made me feel really nervous so I apologize in advance for the overuse of 'like' and 'um.'
http://www.box.net/shared/b4u3f83bjz
And, I talk fast XD
I still have another song to do and a poem to recite so there's more to come!
Not that I expect you guys to be looking forward to it or anything, haha. I'm just saying :)
*points to icon* I changed my default icon too. Did you guys notice? ;) The 'ganbare' one didn't feel right anymore. This one feels more me right now.
Anyway,
♥ and ∞
ETA: Was in the mood, so here's the song.
19 January 2010 @ 02:43 am
Wah, I ate so much at dinner tonight.
I'm so full! x__x
I haven't been this full in a while. My stomach actually kind of hurts :/
But man, torikizoku....
No wonder Ohkura loves to eat.

( ----- and Release )
♥ and ∞
I'm so full! x__x
I haven't been this full in a while. My stomach actually kind of hurts :/
But man, torikizoku....

No wonder Ohkura loves to eat.
( ----- and Release )
♥ and ∞
18 January 2010 @ 02:21 pm
I wanted a croquette today so I bought one and it was DELICIOUS
bubbalooee9 and
neitaro I sent out your goods today^^
koneho and
mitani , check your mail too, ok? 
Today is one of those days where just, *head desk*
I've been listening to Snow White and 冬恋 on repeat.
WHEN WILL SOMEONE FEEL THAT WAY ABOUT ME?
GOD.
Lol.
Ignore the emo.
I'm so weird these days.
And so ends another pointless entry.
Have a great day, guys!
(Do I sound bi-polar or what? Haha.)
♥ and ∞


Today is one of those days where just, *head desk*
I've been listening to Snow White and 冬恋 on repeat.
WHEN WILL SOMEONE FEEL THAT WAY ABOUT ME?
GOD.
Lol.
Ignore the emo.
I'm so weird these days.
And so ends another pointless entry.
Have a great day, guys!

(Do I sound bi-polar or what? Haha.)
♥ and ∞
13 January 2010 @ 10:01 pm
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
mitani !!!!
<333333333333333333333333

~~I hope you have a great one!~~

<333333333333333333333333

~~I hope you have a great one!~~

10 January 2010 @ 09:58 pm
Got this from
the_trishness and
skycouldfall.
Leave me a comment saying "Oh Ryo!" and I will:
1. Tell you why I friended you.
2. Associate you with something - fandom, song, color, photo, word, ETC.
3. Tell you something I like about you.
4. Tell you a memory I have of you.
5. Ask something I've always wanted to know about you.
6. Tell you my favorite user pic of yours.
7. In return, you must post this in your lj.
♥ and ∞
Leave me a comment saying "Oh Ryo!" and I will:
1. Tell you why I friended you.
2. Associate you with something - fandom, song, color, photo, word, ETC.
3. Tell you something I like about you.
4. Tell you a memory I have of you.
5. Ask something I've always wanted to know about you.
6. Tell you my favorite user pic of yours.
7. In return, you must post this in your lj.
♥ and ∞
